Depressing

Today I took care of all the unregistering that I had to do. I dematriculated at the University, I told the city that I was going back to the states, I made an appointment with the landlord so that he can check my room over before I leave. I began pulling things out of my closet and off of my shelves in the preliminary stages of packing. I knew that this day would come sooner than I wanted, but this is just ridiculous. I am not ready to leave and the thought of heading back to the states is terrifying to me. Good thing I am heading to the Bodensee tomorrow with Pia. Playing on a lake for a few days should take my mind off of the whole leaving thing.